2011 LEAVING & 2012 ARE COMING !!!

So, I'm update my status right now. Really so sorry not update. 2011 will go and 2012 will come. There is more memories that I really want be. I really will miss this and I hope I can find the other. The "other" behind myself. I will trying find myself to make me complete and I'll just want be myself.

Okay just today I can update here. But I'll will update it when I have time again.

Siti Nurhaliza - All Your Love

Okay, what I want to say in this latest entry is related to the singer No. 1 Asia, Siti Nurhaliza Tarudin. This is because she has just launched its latest album on 26 September 2011 in Shook Restaurant, Starhill Gallery, Bukit Bintang, Kuala Lumpur. I do not go, but only see it on the internet only. I also do not have time to buy in the store just downloaded via the Internet. The songs contained in the album All Your Love is very compatible with the requirements of fans and musicians age. I am proud that Siti has done the best and this is the achievement to be commended for her intervention. Songs in the album is 10 and one that interests me is Falling In Love, I'll Wait Forever ft Christian Alexanda & Remember You ft Sean Kingston ... Here also have other songs such as Tonight, I Cry Out, Nobody Else, Fight For Love, Stand Up, All Your Love and All Over Again ... Cover albums can also be resilient and attractive as well. Let's give these songs from Dato Siti Nurhaliza .... Siti is Siti and I see she does not change even if a person who is respected until now ... Love you Siti ...

A Life

IT'S HARD TO SAY THAT MY LIFE WILL BEGIN AGAIN FOR VERY LONG TIME. I WILL BE SOMETHING NEW NOW OR MAYBE AFTER I GOING TO MY FIRST JOURNEY ON MY FIRST COLLEGE. CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT AND I REALLY ENJOY THAT. MAYBE A LITTLE BIT TROUBLE BUT I THINK I WILL OKAY BE THAT. I REMEMBER ONE THINGS ABOUT SOMEONE WHO TRY ESCAPE HIMSELF OR HERSELF FROM SOMETHING. HE DOESN'T WANT TO HIDE EVERYTHING BUT HE TELLING TO MAKE PEOPLE REALIZE THAT WHEN WE BE HONEST WITH SOMEONE OE SOMEBODY THAT WE LOVE, IT'S WILL BE EASY AND WE NO NEED TO SCARE WITH THAT BECAUSE IF WE DO SOMETHING GOOD, IT SHOULD BE SOMETHING THAT WE CAN SHARE WITH EVERYBODY THAT WE LOVE. THERE IS NO REASON TO HIDE AND SHY. LIKE MY FRIEND AND MY SISTER SAID " WE NEED TO MOVE FORWARD, DON'T LOOK BACK BECAUSE IT NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO US ". IN THIS LIFE WE NEED FIND OUR REAL INDENTITY AND NOT BEING SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE IT NOT COME ANYTHING AND JUST A BAD THING COME. IT'S CAN BE HUGE DIFFERENT OR ANYTHING THAT WE DIDN'T EXPECT ESPECIALLY SOMEONE THAT WE LOVE OR WE CLOSE BEFORE. I WOULD LIKE BE A NICE PERSON THAT PEOPLE FEELS OKAY ABOUT THAT. I LIKE WITH PERSON THAT LOVE ME. HONESTLY, I LIKE THEM AND I HOPE THEY ARE KINDA LIKE ME TOO. I LOVE BEING NICE AND GOOD. JUST ONE I HOPE THAT I HOPE THAT I CAM MEET MY IDOL NICK CARTER OR NKOTBSB. JUST THAT. JUST ONE AND DAVID ARCHULETA WELCOME TO MALAYSIA ON JULY. I REALLY WELCOME TO YOU FOR SECOND TIME DAVID.. LOVE YOU ALL..

So very long time I not be here because so very busy with my Facebook and Skype. I very excited about Skype. Actually, what is Skype? I don't know at all but when I see my sister have Skype, it make me want have too. Now I try to connect with my friends with that things, it's still new for me because I just can only can use my sister computer and my old computer no have camera computer to make me easy connection with my friends and family. I try too making it to be easy because Skype is more awesome than Yahoo Messenger. Then I saw New Kids On The Blocks, and Backstreet Boys or the nickname for them is NKOTBSB on Dancing With The Stars. It's amazing and and awesome because two group who will do tour together record a song together name " Don't Turn The Lights ". The song is awesome and cool for me because I can see there are the different things that they can give to their fans. I can see they are trying something new together. So it's is no impossible for them and I believe that they are so amazing and I hope that they can come Malaysia for their first tour especially for New Kids On The Blocks. Backstreet Boys was do tour on Malaysia at 2008 and their tour is so cool but I just read on newspaper and internet news.. So see in new episode of me in next chapter in next time that I never thought to do.

OK 12 MARCH WILL OUT SPM RESULT AND I FEEL SO SCARE ABOUT THAT. HOW I WANT TO THROUGH THIS?! I FEEL HORRIBLE BUT I TRY BE HONEST WITH EVERYBODY AND I TRY BE COOL. DAMN, I AM SO NERVOUS AND CAN BREATH AND ALWAYS FEEL HEADACHE.....

SPM WILL OUT IN 14 MARCH 2011

RIGHT NOW I FEEL EMPTY BECAUSE I THINK WHAT I CAN DO IN THIS 2 MONTHS HOLIDAY. I THINK I WANT TO PLAY PIANO AT ONE CENTRE BUT THERE TOO MUCH PEOPLE AND I NEED TO WAIT. I DON'T KNOW YET. THEN I FEEL SO NERVOUS BECAUSE 14 MARCH 2011 BECAUSE Malaysian Certificate of Education OR IN MALAY WORD IS Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM),WILL OUT. I AFRAID I WILL NOT PASS BUT I ALWAYS PRAY TO ALLAH TO MAKE ME FEEL OKAY AND CAN BE EASY FOR ME WHEN I TAKE THE RESULT IN MARCH. I CONFESS THIS IS NOT EASY FOR ME AFTER WHAT HAPPEN TO ME. I REALIZE WHO I AM BUT THERE NO REASON TO MAKE ME FEEL DUMB OR PUSH ME BE SOMEONE ELSE. WHAT I CAN DO WITHOUT MY FAMILY AND MYSELF OR MY FUTURE FRIEND. SOMETIMES I FEEL HORRIBLE AND FEEL IT'S WILL BE BIG PROBLEM TO ME. TODAY I FEEL BETTER BUT STILL THINKING ABOUT THAT. YOU KNOW, IT'S SO HARD FOR ME, SO I JUST NEED THINK WHAT BETTER FOR ME AND JUST SEE AND WAIT WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN MY LIFE THE NEXT DAY. IN THE OTHER WORD, THERE NOTHING ELSE IF SOMEONE THERE FOR ME IF THEY ARE REALLY HONEST, TRUTH AND KIND WITH ME. WHAT I HOPE IS, I JUST WANT BE MYSELF AND WHO I AM. I WANT PEOPLE KNOW THAT.

Nick Carter - I'M Taking Off Album & Nick Carter 31 Also My Plan About Myself

I THINK WHAT IS GOING ON MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IS MORE BETTER. NICK ALBUM WILL APPEAR ON 2TH FEBRUARY 2011. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT AND I ALSO LISTEN HIS FEW SINGLE SONG. I SO EXCITED FOR THAT. I ALSO HAD A GIFT FOR HIM BUT I DIDN'T KNOW HOW I CAN SEND TO HIM. I WANT BE HONEST, THE TRUTH IS I REALLY LIKE THE ALBUM BECAUSE THAT REMIND ME SOMETHING THAT I MISS. SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO FIND AND THIS ALBUM GIVE ME INSPIRATION AND STRENGTH TO WRITE DOWN ABOUT HIM AND HIS BAND MATES. I ON MY WAY RIGHT NOW AND TRY DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT AND IT'S KINDA HARD BUT BACKSTREET BOYS IS MY IDOL AND I HOPE CAN MEET THEM SOMEDAY. I VERY PROUD OF THEM AND MY SISTER FARHANA. I REALLY FEEL SURPRISE BECAUSE NICK FINALLY TURN 31 YEARS OLD THIS JANUARY.. I CAN'T BELIEVE AND TRY TO BELIEVE IT. I LOVE HIM AS HIM FAN. I CAN SAY ABOUT NICK CARTER, I SEE HOW HE BEHAVIOR AND HOW HE IS AS HIMSELF. AS HIS FAN, I THINK HE SO REALLY KIND MAN, ROMANTIC, NAUGHTY, SWEET AND NOT LYING. I KNOW PEOPLE TELL ME AND I ALSO HEAR THAT HE PLAYBOY BUT MY HEART AND MY SOUL SAY HE DOESN'T NOT BE LIKE THAT ANYMORE BECAUSE HE ARE GROWN UP. I THINK HE KNEW WHERE IS WRONG OR RIGHT. I AS A FAN, ALWAYS SUPPORT BACKSTREET BOYS NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN.. ABOUT MY LIFE RIGHT NOW, I WAS SO REALLY NERVOUS TO WAIT MY RESULT SPM. I ALWAYS PRAY THAT I VERY HOPE THAT I CAN GET GREAT RESULT. I NEVER STOP PRAY.. I THINK THIS TIME TO MAKE ME DECIDE WHAT GOOD OR BAD FOR ME BECAUSE THIS IS MY FUTURE..